Ok, so for the one request I got to post a new blog, I'm posting. I duno if she'll read it, but oh well. :P
ANYWAY! This week has been hectic! Catching up on homework, submitting homework, taking finals, finals that have the wrong questions... -_- Fun stuff.
ANYWAY! Tomorrow (or my guess is by the time those of you read this it'll be today/tomorrow/a year ago) I'm taking my DMV Driving Test. I'm a bit nervous. If I pass... Then the world is that much closer to the End Times, if not, the world is safe.... for another two weeks anyway. :P I feel that I can pass it and I'm ready, but still, it's a bit unsettling. Knowing that if you make some small error, like hitting a curb or going into the wrong lane your out immediately. Any and all prayers are appreciated.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Been a bit Down lately
Hey readers!
So, as of late I've been really depressed over a lot of things. What to do about school, parents trying to get me to get a job, finances, my future in general. It got to the point today where I could not concentrate in class, my head was so full of other things to think about. So many things to worry. So, after I got done with my class, I'm just sitting and praying that I could trust God to take care of these things and give me peace. Wasn't helping. Or so I thought.
So, after this, I realize that my Dog had been hanging around me, hardly ever leaving my side, this has gone on for a while, but I never really noticed it for so long. I go to pet him, and thank God for a dog who cares about me, like most do. :P Then, a weird thing happened. After my dog left, our cat, the nervous one. He's gotten much much better, but he doesn't like to be picked up. Anyway, he comes in, I pet him and he's loving it. Then I pick him up and he starts to Purr. He NEVER purrs when you pick him up. So I pet him and then I set him down after a while. He sits on my lap. I was floored. He never does this ever. I'm starting to get curious, What's with these animals. He ends up leaving, and I go back to worrying. Then my other dog comes in, the hyper one. Very vain dog, all she cares about is eating. :P So, she comes to me to let m know it's time for her dinner. So I go to feed the dogs and then I come back. While I'm walking back to my room, it hit's me. Is the reason I'm like this because I'm not spending my time reading the Bible like I should? Is this because I haven't been faithful in my time with God? I hurry back to my room and pull out my Bible. I flip to a random page and the first sentence I read is "Do Not Worry"
I go, "wow, that's pretty straightforward". and I begin to read the passage. I ended up reading Luke 12:22-34 In fact, I'll just post it.
22 Then He said to His disciples, “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; nor about the body, what you will put on. 23 Life is more than food, and the body is more than clothing. 24 Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap, which have neither storehouse nor barn; and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? 25 And which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? 26 If you then are not able to do the least, why are you anxious for the rest? 27 Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 28 If then God so clothes the grass, which today is in the field and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will He clothe you, O you of little faith?
29 “And do not seek what you should eat or what you should drink, nor have an anxious mind. 30 For all these things the nations of the world seek after, and your Father knows that you need these things. 31 But seek the kingdom of God, and all these things[c] shall be added to you.
32 “Do not fear, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. 33 Sell what you have and give alms; provide yourselves money bags which do not grow old, a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches nor moth destroys. 34 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Exactly the words I needed to read. I felt much better and in Awe. God again showed me his love for me.
Thank you God for your Word and never ending Grace. Thank you for my friends who help listen in times of need. Thank you for your many blessings to numorus to ever count.
So, as of late I've been really depressed over a lot of things. What to do about school, parents trying to get me to get a job, finances, my future in general. It got to the point today where I could not concentrate in class, my head was so full of other things to think about. So many things to worry. So, after I got done with my class, I'm just sitting and praying that I could trust God to take care of these things and give me peace. Wasn't helping. Or so I thought.
So, after this, I realize that my Dog had been hanging around me, hardly ever leaving my side, this has gone on for a while, but I never really noticed it for so long. I go to pet him, and thank God for a dog who cares about me, like most do. :P Then, a weird thing happened. After my dog left, our cat, the nervous one. He's gotten much much better, but he doesn't like to be picked up. Anyway, he comes in, I pet him and he's loving it. Then I pick him up and he starts to Purr. He NEVER purrs when you pick him up. So I pet him and then I set him down after a while. He sits on my lap. I was floored. He never does this ever. I'm starting to get curious, What's with these animals. He ends up leaving, and I go back to worrying. Then my other dog comes in, the hyper one. Very vain dog, all she cares about is eating. :P So, she comes to me to let m know it's time for her dinner. So I go to feed the dogs and then I come back. While I'm walking back to my room, it hit's me. Is the reason I'm like this because I'm not spending my time reading the Bible like I should? Is this because I haven't been faithful in my time with God? I hurry back to my room and pull out my Bible. I flip to a random page and the first sentence I read is "Do Not Worry"
I go, "wow, that's pretty straightforward". and I begin to read the passage. I ended up reading Luke 12:22-34 In fact, I'll just post it.
22 Then He said to His disciples, “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; nor about the body, what you will put on. 23 Life is more than food, and the body is more than clothing. 24 Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap, which have neither storehouse nor barn; and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? 25 And which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? 26 If you then are not able to do the least, why are you anxious for the rest? 27 Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 28 If then God so clothes the grass, which today is in the field and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will He clothe you, O you of little faith?
29 “And do not seek what you should eat or what you should drink, nor have an anxious mind. 30 For all these things the nations of the world seek after, and your Father knows that you need these things. 31 But seek the kingdom of God, and all these things[c] shall be added to you.
32 “Do not fear, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. 33 Sell what you have and give alms; provide yourselves money bags which do not grow old, a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches nor moth destroys. 34 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Exactly the words I needed to read. I felt much better and in Awe. God again showed me his love for me.
Thank you God for your Word and never ending Grace. Thank you for my friends who help listen in times of need. Thank you for your many blessings to numorus to ever count.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Loooong time no post! or: I Injure mysefl yet again
Hello!
What'sup? As you can obviously tell I haven't been quite keeping up with my blog(s) (for those who read my Xanga, (http://www.xanga.com/Mithicoron For those of you who wish to check it out.)) My life has been fairly dull as of late. College and the like. But I was lucky enough to be invited by some dear friends of mine to stay the weekend. Talk about a blast.
First, I came over, got unpacked, then sat down and got some Halo 3 on. I won, as usual. Later some friends of theirs came over and we ate some pizza, played more Halo 3, some Guitar Hero 2 (I attempted Freebird on Expert, I would have had it if the starpower hadn't discharged prematurely), 300, and Bob Smiley. Lots of fun times friday night. Saturday, we had many more friends over. The same two as yesterday, plus another two. More Halo 3 and Guitar Hero 2. Later, even more Halo 3, we ended up beating the campaign, which was quite epic.
Sunday we went to Church, then went to a friend's house, came home, listened to the evening service online, which kept cutting out. (meh, LAME!) Ate dinner, went to bed.
Monday I got up and left on the 9:45 train (which ended up arriving at 9:54), I got a rockstar and read Chamber of Secrets till I got home. During unpacking, I (thought) I left my power cord for my 360 at my friend's house, it ended up being here, but I couldn't find it for a long while. Anyway, because it's just a regular power cord, I think to myself, "Well, it's just a regular power cord, I can just grab a new one. Turns out the 360 modifies their cord a bit. I, being the smart, ingenious person I am, decide I'm going to cut this modification out of this power cord. (it was just plastic) Anyway, while I'm modding this power cord, my hand slips and I stick the blade right into my thumb ( the lower half). It wasn' too bad, but it did go pretty deep. I was bleeding some pretty dark blood, and I got some nerves. I end up getting this under control. (It didn't bleed all that much, really) After this, I was determined to finish this, I was not going to let it beat me. Eventually I did get it perfect, and I was quite happy with myself. Turns out that the real cord was on my bed. *annoyance*
Anyway, aside of the stabbing, I had a good weekend being with friends, hopefully I can go back soon, It's always a blast staying the weekend (even though it seems way too short). Thank you God for friends who care, and parents who can tolerate my invading their household for the weekend.
And if you end up reading this, thank you again for letting me come over and invade for the weekend, Mr. and Mrs. H. I love coming over.
What'sup? As you can obviously tell I haven't been quite keeping up with my blog(s) (for those who read my Xanga, (http://www.xanga.com/Mithicoron For those of you who wish to check it out.)) My life has been fairly dull as of late. College and the like. But I was lucky enough to be invited by some dear friends of mine to stay the weekend. Talk about a blast.
First, I came over, got unpacked, then sat down and got some Halo 3 on. I won, as usual. Later some friends of theirs came over and we ate some pizza, played more Halo 3, some Guitar Hero 2 (I attempted Freebird on Expert, I would have had it if the starpower hadn't discharged prematurely), 300, and Bob Smiley. Lots of fun times friday night. Saturday, we had many more friends over. The same two as yesterday, plus another two. More Halo 3 and Guitar Hero 2. Later, even more Halo 3, we ended up beating the campaign, which was quite epic.
Sunday we went to Church, then went to a friend's house, came home, listened to the evening service online, which kept cutting out. (meh, LAME!) Ate dinner, went to bed.
Monday I got up and left on the 9:45 train (which ended up arriving at 9:54), I got a rockstar and read Chamber of Secrets till I got home. During unpacking, I (thought) I left my power cord for my 360 at my friend's house, it ended up being here, but I couldn't find it for a long while. Anyway, because it's just a regular power cord, I think to myself, "Well, it's just a regular power cord, I can just grab a new one. Turns out the 360 modifies their cord a bit. I, being the smart, ingenious person I am, decide I'm going to cut this modification out of this power cord. (it was just plastic) Anyway, while I'm modding this power cord, my hand slips and I stick the blade right into my thumb ( the lower half). It wasn' too bad, but it did go pretty deep. I was bleeding some pretty dark blood, and I got some nerves. I end up getting this under control. (It didn't bleed all that much, really) After this, I was determined to finish this, I was not going to let it beat me. Eventually I did get it perfect, and I was quite happy with myself. Turns out that the real cord was on my bed. *annoyance*
Anyway, aside of the stabbing, I had a good weekend being with friends, hopefully I can go back soon, It's always a blast staying the weekend (even though it seems way too short). Thank you God for friends who care, and parents who can tolerate my invading their household for the weekend.
And if you end up reading this, thank you again for letting me come over and invade for the weekend, Mr. and Mrs. H. I love coming over.
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